Repelling you!! Never on my mind

I want you to know
you may not care though
I am already missing you,
and
Repelling you !
that's never on my mind,

sparkling
mischievous
beautiful eyes
craving to see love there
you know that i can not go
and
Repelling you !
that's never on my mind,

the way you hold
when there is so cold
the sound of finger popping
it hurts
when you crack in a row
and
Repelling you !
that's never on my mind,

I shall not be loud
not different from the crowd
you deserve better
spirit and letter
delighted, contended
happy and gay
My heart will mourn though
but I am not gonna show
and
Repelling you !
that's never on my mind.